Hebrews 4:14-16 (NIV) Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has ascended into heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin. Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
That verse always gave me such peace, knowing that I (the mess that I am) can approach God and know that He receives me through the blood of Jesus. But if we take these words lightly, and ignore their full meaning, we might be tempted to think we can now approach the throne of God casually… even flippantly.
And while we should bask in the AMAZING reality that the God of the universe calls us friend, we should not make the mistake of taking that lightly. Jesus is NOT your “home boy.” He is the LION of JUDAH. HE came as the Lamb and will return in all His glory as the Lion. Yet with a cup of cappuccino in one hand and a program in the other, I sing my songs to God. How dare I?
On this Super Bowl Sunday, chances are we will give more honor, reverence, and awe to a group of grown men (millionaires), dressed in tights, playing a child’s game, than we will to the Great I AM… the ALPHA…the OMEGA… the HOLY GOD of the universe.
Our tendency to become star-struck and enamored with celebrities and well-known personalities (even Christian personalities) is a direct testimony to our fascination with the false… the plastic… rather than that which is true… that which is real… that which is Holy. We forsake the Holy for the profane and justify it by calling it “entertainment” or a relaxing time. Such tendencies are at enmity with the ONE we should really be enamored with. And it is at HIS NAME that we should tremble… in holy reverence.
I can’t remember the last time I trembled like that. God have mercy on me. God have mercy on us all. “Aw, lighten up Wilkinson. It’s just fun.” I’m not against fun. Ask my wife… I’m a complete goofball. But I can’t remember the last time I was fascinated by a celebrity… a professional musician… or a Christian personality. They simply don’t do it for me. They’re just people… like me… subject to the same joys and temptations. They use a toilet just like I do.
Why then do we often give them more respect and reverence than He who is worthy of such honor? My guess is that if one of the Green Bay Packers were to have walked into this morning’s church gathering, that hearts would begin to palpitate… adrenaline would begin to surge... imaginations would soar… and all attention would be upon him….and probably not because people were excited about the possibility that he might be repenting and giving his life to God.
We need to turn from such idolatry. I’m not saying we need to give up enjoying music, or watching sporting events. We just need to keep them in their proper perspective, and reserve our heart palpitations… our surges of adrenaline… our blushing… our wide-eyed expressions… our roaring cheers and emotional outcries…our TREMBLING…for the only ONE who is worthy of such things.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Apostolic Foundations
I appreciate many of Art’s writings, but I believe Apostolic Foundations was (to borrow a phrase from another blogger) his grand opus. I find it strange that you would rarely (if ever) find any of Art’s works in the local Christian bookstore or within popular online Christian resources. Yet in his lifetime, I believe he was a true prophetic voice.
Although he traveled the world and regularly spoke in many countries, Art lived a very simple, quiet life with his wife Inger in a small community in a rural part of Minnesota. My good friend Joe once took a road trip up there to go talk with Art – as he (Joe) resonated with Art’s work and wanted to know this man more. I remember Joe saying that when he arrived and made his request to see Art, that Inger (now a good friend of Joe’s) very matter of factly told Joe, “He’s just a man.”
If you’d like to know more about Art Katz the man, click the links on the right of this page named “Art Katz” and “Ben Israel.” And I would certainly encourage you to pick up a copy of Apostolic Foundations.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
The road to the cross…
Are you willing to endure the difficult thing? Are you willing to walk alone? Are you willing to NOT be one of the boys? Are you willing to stand for righteousness? Are you willing to say what must be said, regardless of its political correctness? Are you willing to be mocked? Misunderstood? Will you walk the narrow road which leads to life, or will you choose the wider, more accommodating road which leads to destruction? Will you truly embrace your cross… the death of your flesh… your illusion of control… power… prestige? Will you follow Jesus, regardless of where that takes you… regardless of whether or not people support you? Will you endure? Will you be at peace in the midst of painful “uprooting?” Will you identify with our Lord in His sufferings? Will you celebrate and worship Him in the midst of your suffering? Will you be obedient to Him?
These are the questions I’ve pondered (to one degree or another) for the last 3 years or so, but more intently lately. In the end, I pray that my answer will be a resounding “YES!” Amen
Friday, January 14, 2011
Hope Deferred
Proverbs 13:12 (NIV)
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
Where does your hope lay? I’m discovering that where our hope lies has a profound impact on whether or not we will experience deferred hope. We all too often put our hope in men and relationships. We put our hope in our own wits. We put our hope in our education and experience. Some even put their hope in their charm and their looks.
But men will fail us and let us down, our wits will not always be what they are today (in fact we often think higher of ourselves than we ought to in the first place), and ultimately, it’s God who provides and allows us certain opportunities (sometimes regardless of our earthly qualifications). Ultimately, putting our hope in such things is a recipe for disappointment, pain, and despair. And a sick heart is of little use to anyone.
As followers of Jesus, we are involved in God’s kingdom activity, yet all flesh along with the powers of darkness rage and conspire against us. Therefore, our hope must be in God alone… no other.
Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.
Where does your hope lay? I’m discovering that where our hope lies has a profound impact on whether or not we will experience deferred hope. We all too often put our hope in men and relationships. We put our hope in our own wits. We put our hope in our education and experience. Some even put their hope in their charm and their looks.
But men will fail us and let us down, our wits will not always be what they are today (in fact we often think higher of ourselves than we ought to in the first place), and ultimately, it’s God who provides and allows us certain opportunities (sometimes regardless of our earthly qualifications). Ultimately, putting our hope in such things is a recipe for disappointment, pain, and despair. And a sick heart is of little use to anyone.
As followers of Jesus, we are involved in God’s kingdom activity, yet all flesh along with the powers of darkness rage and conspire against us. Therefore, our hope must be in God alone… no other.
Isaiah 40:31 (NIV)
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Monday, January 10, 2011
At Once
Matthew 4:18-20 (TNIV)
As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” At once they left their nets and followed him.
“At once… they followed Him.” When I’ve reached the end of my days, will that be said of me? What an utter failure I’d be if all that can be said of me is, “He was a good man,” or “He was a real nice guy.” But to have such a thing said about us (“At once… they followed Him”) will cost us something. Such radical obedience to the call of our Lord is a direct assault on human sensibility. Such a response would be thought of as utter foolishness in the eyes of men. What about his career? What about retirement? What about his mortgage? What about providing a comfortable life for his family? What do you mean you won't take costly vacations? What do you mean gifts and possessions aren't important? What do you mean you're not going to do this or that? What do you mean you're not going to "play church?"
When you become an "at once" follower of Jesus, don't be surprised when your very LIFE becomes an offense to the world of men. The stink of Jesus will be all over you. And that will be a beautiful fragrance to some... but a repulsive odor to others.
“At once, they left their nets and followed Him.”
Conventional wisdom would tell us to temper our response. “Let us consider this for a while.” “Let us truly count the cost.”
“At once, they left their nets and followed Him.”
Will I take the narrow road which leads to life? Will I respond to the call of the Lord “at once?”
As Jesus was walking beside the Sea of Galilee, he saw two brothers, Simon called Peter and his brother Andrew. They were casting a net into the lake, for they were fishermen. “Come, follow me,” Jesus said, “and I will send you out to fish for people.” At once they left their nets and followed him.
“At once… they followed Him.” When I’ve reached the end of my days, will that be said of me? What an utter failure I’d be if all that can be said of me is, “He was a good man,” or “He was a real nice guy.” But to have such a thing said about us (“At once… they followed Him”) will cost us something. Such radical obedience to the call of our Lord is a direct assault on human sensibility. Such a response would be thought of as utter foolishness in the eyes of men. What about his career? What about retirement? What about his mortgage? What about providing a comfortable life for his family? What do you mean you won't take costly vacations? What do you mean gifts and possessions aren't important? What do you mean you're not going to do this or that? What do you mean you're not going to "play church?"
When you become an "at once" follower of Jesus, don't be surprised when your very LIFE becomes an offense to the world of men. The stink of Jesus will be all over you. And that will be a beautiful fragrance to some... but a repulsive odor to others.
“At once, they left their nets and followed Him.”
Conventional wisdom would tell us to temper our response. “Let us consider this for a while.” “Let us truly count the cost.”
“At once, they left their nets and followed Him.”
Will I take the narrow road which leads to life? Will I respond to the call of the Lord “at once?”
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
In the Dirt
Here are the lyrics from a song I wrote back in 2007. It's called "In the Dirt" and its based on Matthew 13:44-46. This little tune turned out to be rather prophetic in my own life. Who knew.
What price would I pay for the things of heaven,
to clear the stones away and find the treasure You’ve given
Would I give all I am just to be with You, take this broken man
would I say, take it all; I give everything to You
Such matchless worth; my hope and my vision
uncovered, unearthed; such priceless provision
Would I give all I am just to be with You, take this broken man
would I say, take it all; I give everything to You
Let Your kingdom reign; I’d give anything if just to gain You
I’d say, take it all; I’d risk everything for You
What price would I pay for the things of heaven,
to clear the stones away and find the treasure You’ve given
Would I give all I am just to be with You, take this broken man
would I say, take it all; I give everything to You
Such matchless worth; my hope and my vision
uncovered, unearthed; such priceless provision
Would I give all I am just to be with You, take this broken man
would I say, take it all; I give everything to You
Let Your kingdom reign; I’d give anything if just to gain You
I’d say, take it all; I’d risk everything for You
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Repentance Precedes the Kingdom
Working my way though the book of Mathew, I came to these verses this morning:
In those days, John the Baptist came, preaching in the Desert of Judea and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.” (Mathew 3:1-2)
In reading this I was reminded that our salvation… our “ticket” into heaven is more than praying a perfunctory prayer… more than ascribing to a certain philosophy… more than associating with a particular sect or denomination… more than engaging in upstanding religious activity… more than attending “services”… more than being “a pretty good person”… more than mowing lawns and shoveling snow. Repentance precedes the Kingdom of God.
Repent means “to turn from.” That means we do a 180° turn from the direction we were previously heading in – whatever that direction may be. Perhaps we’ve oriented our lives (consciously or unconsciously) toward consumerism, materialism, humanism, or self-sufficiency (which is pride). And it is my belief that our repentance… our “turning from” must be a daily occurrence, lest we find ourselves aligned with a trajectory which leads to destruction. As a side note, I believe the most dangerous direction we can head in isn’t the one that’s blatantly opposed to the things of God… (that’s easy to detect). The direction that’s most dangerous is the one that’s off by just a degree or two (usually in the form of one small compromise or another). Those are harder to detect, and can often be socially acceptable… even fashionable. But if left unchecked, it can lead to the same destruction as if you’d been headed in a direction directly opposed to the Kingdom of God. As one of my favorite authors/speakers, Art Katz used to say, “A little leaven, leavens the whole lump” (referring to 1 Corinthians 5:6).
So, as we love one another (which is a sign that we are followers of Jesus), there must be a place… a point… when out of our love for them, we call people to repentance. For repentance precedes the Kingdom of God.
Matthew 3:2 (NIV) and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”
Matthew 4:17 (NIV) From that time on Jesus began to preach, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”
Mark 6:12 (NIV) They went out and preached that people should repent.
Luke 13:3 (NIV) I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish.
Acts 2:38 (NIV) Peter replied, “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Acts 3:19 (NIV) Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord
Acts 17:30 (NIV) In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent.
In those days, John the Baptist came, preaching in the Desert of Judea and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is near.” (Mathew 3:1-2)
In reading this I was reminded that our salvation… our “ticket” into heaven is more than praying a perfunctory prayer… more than ascribing to a certain philosophy… more than associating with a particular sect or denomination… more than engaging in upstanding religious activity… more than attending “services”… more than being “a pretty good person”… more than mowing lawns and shoveling snow. Repentance precedes the Kingdom of God.
Repent means “to turn from.” That means we do a 180° turn from the direction we were previously heading in – whatever that direction may be. Perhaps we’ve oriented our lives (consciously or unconsciously) toward consumerism, materialism, humanism, or self-sufficiency (which is pride). And it is my belief that our repentance… our “turning from” must be a daily occurrence, lest we find ourselves aligned with a trajectory which leads to destruction. As a side note, I believe the most dangerous direction we can head in isn’t the one that’s blatantly opposed to the things of God… (that’s easy to detect). The direction that’s most dangerous is the one that’s off by just a degree or two (usually in the form of one small compromise or another). Those are harder to detect, and can often be socially acceptable… even fashionable. But if left unchecked, it can lead to the same destruction as if you’d been headed in a direction directly opposed to the Kingdom of God. As one of my favorite authors/speakers, Art Katz used to say, “A little leaven, leavens the whole lump” (referring to 1 Corinthians 5:6).
So, as we love one another (which is a sign that we are followers of Jesus), there must be a place… a point… when out of our love for them, we call people to repentance. For repentance precedes the Kingdom of God.
Matthew 3:2 (NIV) and saying, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”
Matthew 4:17 (NIV) From that time on Jesus began to preach, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.”
Mark 6:12 (NIV) They went out and preached that people should repent.
Luke 13:3 (NIV) I tell you, no! But unless you repent, you too will all perish.
Acts 2:38 (NIV) Peter replied, “Repent and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins. And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Acts 3:19 (NIV) Repent, then, and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped out, that times of refreshing may come from the Lord
Acts 17:30 (NIV) In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Creamed Duck
A few nights ago, I had a very surreal experience. I was on my way home from my evening band rehearsal. As I came to the end of Ransom St. at U.S. 31, through the dark I saw a man with a flashlight in the road. There was also a pick-up truck with its hazard lights on, parked on the side of the road. I pulled up alongside the man with the flashlight, rolled down my window and asked if everything was alright. It was an elderly man who I’d guess to be in his late 70’s. He said something like, “Yeah, I’m getting my ducks.” Right at that point, I looked up ahead and saw about 30 full-grown ducks (mostly male mallards) waddling along in the road. The guy who owned the pick-up truck was trying to help the elderly man “herd” the ducks (I have no idea if that man and the elderly man knew each other).
Apparently, the ducks belonged to the elderly man who owned a farm down the road. And when the temperature dropped, the surface of the water where the ducks hung out froze…which meant they couldn’t get at the fresh water. Rather than waiting around for their master to remedy the problem, they decided to take off and look for fresh water. The trouble is, they lived near a highway. And as I would discover once I turned the corner onto the highway, a few of the ducks did make it out to U.S. 31 (at least for a few moments… long enough for 3 of them to get creamed).
I thought again today about this surreal experience, and thought this whole thing was sorta like how the Holy Spirit speaks to us as Christ followers in our lives. Ok… so we’re the ducks. God is like the old farmer calling to, and caring for his ducks so they don’t get creamed. Sometimes, we’re impatient with our master when trials come (when the water freezes), and we take off down the road. Rather than waiting and trusting that our master will provide a way, we wander away looking for open water. Trouble is, we don’t see the danger in doing so. Why? Because we’re ducks, He’s the master, and we’re not. Sometimes we ignore the voice of God speaking to us… calling us… prompting us… counseling us. We ignore the Spirit of our Master and strike out on our own….toward the highway. We forsake the wisdom of the Father for the wisdom of men… of popular culture... of our fellow ducks. What is it we’re looking for? Fresh water? Greener pastures? A better relationship? Fulfillment? A pleasant “church experience” which requires very little real sacrifice or lasting life-change on our part?
My guess is that if we continue to ignore God’s voice, one of two things will happen. We’ll either get creamed, or before long we’ll forget the sound of the Master’s voice and be unable to hear it when He calls. We’ll continue to wander down the road of life. We may even be lucky enough to live out the rest of our days in quiet comfort, free from the “confines” of any master other than ourselves. But ultimately, without the wisdom, protection, provision, love, grace, forgiveness, and healing the Master (the Creator of the universe) can provide, we’re just a lost duck.
Apparently, the ducks belonged to the elderly man who owned a farm down the road. And when the temperature dropped, the surface of the water where the ducks hung out froze…which meant they couldn’t get at the fresh water. Rather than waiting around for their master to remedy the problem, they decided to take off and look for fresh water. The trouble is, they lived near a highway. And as I would discover once I turned the corner onto the highway, a few of the ducks did make it out to U.S. 31 (at least for a few moments… long enough for 3 of them to get creamed).
I thought again today about this surreal experience, and thought this whole thing was sorta like how the Holy Spirit speaks to us as Christ followers in our lives. Ok… so we’re the ducks. God is like the old farmer calling to, and caring for his ducks so they don’t get creamed. Sometimes, we’re impatient with our master when trials come (when the water freezes), and we take off down the road. Rather than waiting and trusting that our master will provide a way, we wander away looking for open water. Trouble is, we don’t see the danger in doing so. Why? Because we’re ducks, He’s the master, and we’re not. Sometimes we ignore the voice of God speaking to us… calling us… prompting us… counseling us. We ignore the Spirit of our Master and strike out on our own….toward the highway. We forsake the wisdom of the Father for the wisdom of men… of popular culture... of our fellow ducks. What is it we’re looking for? Fresh water? Greener pastures? A better relationship? Fulfillment? A pleasant “church experience” which requires very little real sacrifice or lasting life-change on our part?
My guess is that if we continue to ignore God’s voice, one of two things will happen. We’ll either get creamed, or before long we’ll forget the sound of the Master’s voice and be unable to hear it when He calls. We’ll continue to wander down the road of life. We may even be lucky enough to live out the rest of our days in quiet comfort, free from the “confines” of any master other than ourselves. But ultimately, without the wisdom, protection, provision, love, grace, forgiveness, and healing the Master (the Creator of the universe) can provide, we’re just a lost duck.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Life in the Body
If one wishes to see glimpses of true life in the Body of Christ (The Church), one needs to look no further than the New Testament. I deliberately use the word “glimpses” because it is my belief that while the New Testament is indeed a treasure trove when it comes to examples of how we are to live as Christ followers and how we are to function as His Body, the glimpses we see are just that… glimpses… glimpses of an imperfect, yet beautiful bride.
There is not a 12 step recipe for healthy Church (at least not that I’ve found). Ultimately, we are not left to rely only upon these historical snap shots of the phenomenon that was the early Church, but we are also given the Spirit of Truth which resides in every follower of Jesus. And it is this Spirit which counsels us, guides us, comforts us, and instructs us. It is for that reason that we, as the Church, must be a people who not only know His written word, but who also know His voice (John 10:3-5)….His living word for today….for this moment….A voice which is not reserved only for the educated, professional minister….but available for all who call upon the name of the Lord.
It would seem that God could’ve just as easily given us a list or recipe to follow giving us the specific what, where, when, how, why, and who of Church rather than giving us only pictures, patterns, and principles. But that would be contrary to his nature as our Daily Bread; and it is this Bread that we must seek each day if we are to have any hope of staying on course. I share this as a reminder that the following is not a comprehensive recipe or a checklist. They are characteristics….glimpses of the early church and how they lived.
The Body is gifted and diverse: 1 Corinthians 12:4-11 (NIV)
The members of the Body participate when the Body gathers: 1 Corinthians 14:26-33 (NIV)
The Body lives as priests (i.e. While there are clear roles {apostle, teacher, pastor, prophet, elder, etc} there is not a religious elite; that is the old order of things): 1 Peter 2:9 (NIV)
The Body lives in close, loving community: Acts 2:44 (NIV), Acts 2:46 (NIV), John 13:34-35 (NIV), Romans 12:10 (NIV)
The members of the Body grow… on purpose: Acts 2:42 (NIV), Romans 12:2 (NIV)
The Body goes (as sent ones): Matthew 28:18-20 (NIV)
The members of the Body are alive and bear good fruit: Matthew 21:19 (NIV), Luke 6:43 (NIV), John 15:1-17 (NIV)
The Body loves: Acts 2:45 (NIV), John 13:35 (NIV), 1 John 3:17 (NIV), Matthew 25:31-46 (NIV), Luke 10:25-28 (NIV), James 1:27 (NIV), James 1:22-25 (NIV), James 2:14-26 (NIV)
The Body proclaims: 1 Peter 3:15 (NIV), Matthew 10:7 (NIV), Acts 5:42 (NIV)
A healthy Body is admired: Acts 2:47 (NIV)
There is not a 12 step recipe for healthy Church (at least not that I’ve found). Ultimately, we are not left to rely only upon these historical snap shots of the phenomenon that was the early Church, but we are also given the Spirit of Truth which resides in every follower of Jesus. And it is this Spirit which counsels us, guides us, comforts us, and instructs us. It is for that reason that we, as the Church, must be a people who not only know His written word, but who also know His voice (John 10:3-5)….His living word for today….for this moment….A voice which is not reserved only for the educated, professional minister….but available for all who call upon the name of the Lord.
It would seem that God could’ve just as easily given us a list or recipe to follow giving us the specific what, where, when, how, why, and who of Church rather than giving us only pictures, patterns, and principles. But that would be contrary to his nature as our Daily Bread; and it is this Bread that we must seek each day if we are to have any hope of staying on course. I share this as a reminder that the following is not a comprehensive recipe or a checklist. They are characteristics….glimpses of the early church and how they lived.
The Body is gifted and diverse: 1 Corinthians 12:4-11 (NIV)
The members of the Body participate when the Body gathers: 1 Corinthians 14:26-33 (NIV)
The Body lives as priests (i.e. While there are clear roles {apostle, teacher, pastor, prophet, elder, etc} there is not a religious elite; that is the old order of things): 1 Peter 2:9 (NIV)
The Body lives in close, loving community: Acts 2:44 (NIV), Acts 2:46 (NIV), John 13:34-35 (NIV), Romans 12:10 (NIV)
The members of the Body grow… on purpose: Acts 2:42 (NIV), Romans 12:2 (NIV)
The Body goes (as sent ones): Matthew 28:18-20 (NIV)
The members of the Body are alive and bear good fruit: Matthew 21:19 (NIV), Luke 6:43 (NIV), John 15:1-17 (NIV)
The Body loves: Acts 2:45 (NIV), John 13:35 (NIV), 1 John 3:17 (NIV), Matthew 25:31-46 (NIV), Luke 10:25-28 (NIV), James 1:27 (NIV), James 1:22-25 (NIV), James 2:14-26 (NIV)
The Body proclaims: 1 Peter 3:15 (NIV), Matthew 10:7 (NIV), Acts 5:42 (NIV)
A healthy Body is admired: Acts 2:47 (NIV)
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Confessions of a Worship Arts Pastor
A couple years ago, I was ready to leave the institutional church – not “THE CHURCH,” just the institutional expression. This was motivated by several things, but I felt that the system as a whole was broken. Understand that this has nothing to do with the people I work with – I LOVE those people….DEARLY. My issue was with the current state of THE CHURCH as a whole. I felt like over the last 1700ish years or so, we’d drifted far from the principles, practices, and lifestyle with which the early church operated; Far from the original mandate we’d been given – to GO and make disciples, love the Lord, love people, and to live as a priesthood of believers. But instead of going with authority (as sent ones)… into our world… our neighborhood… our workplace..........., we stayed and built, and we said “Come to us.”
Essentially, I felt like we took the curtain that was ripped in two at Christ’s death, and sewed it back together. We rebuilt an elaborate religious system. We rebuilt the temples – rather than living in the reality that WE are the temple (1 Corinthians 6:19). We installed our own priests - rather than living as a royal priesthood (1 Peter 2:9). We even rebuilt the altars (Protestants call them “stages,” and have “altar calls.”)
Our buildings got larger and larger. Our programs and products got better and more elaborate. We thought that in doing so we’d compete with the world (on their terms) and win people over. But we were so busy developing programs, and productions, and concerts, and facilities, and events, and youth facilities, and groovy gadgets, and hip bands, that WE FORGOT TO GO. And in our staying, we got lazy. We paid trained professionals to conduct “the service” for us, rather than operating as a priesthood of believers. (Check out 1 Corinthians 14:26 and Acts 2:42-47 for a couple glimpses of how the church used to operate). It seemed to me that more and more Christians, (not “new believers,” but folks who’d been in the church for years) seemed to be consumed with their programs and products. Think for a minute about what church-folk get upset about…. The music… The drama team… The children’s ministry… The youth group… The service went 15 minutes long. And don't even get me started on denominations.
So… to sum it up, I went into meltdown mode. I was overwhelmed and paralyzed - especially given the fact that this was a system which I helped perpetuate - a system from which I received 100% of my income. In my desperation and despair, I was ready to bolt and just do house church. But fortunately, I have wise friends… some involved in institutional church life, some involved in house church life, and they counseled me to sit tight and see what God would do. I’m thankful they said that, because slowly, over time, something began to happen. “I” began to change. I realized that many of the frustrations I had with the institutional church were true of me. I wasn’t loving people. I wasn’t “going.” Even though I was reaching out to some of my neighbors, I wasn’t doing it to the level that I should or being as deliberate about it as I should. I wasn’t living as a priest. I wasn’t living as a sent one. But as I (along with some of my friends) began to change some of that, I saw something happen. I saw others within the church doing the same….not because of me… but because I believe the same Spirit that was working in me was working in them as well. I saw people sacrificing, giving, serving, going, and risking. And the more I saw it, the more I was challenged and inspired.
And while my following of Jesus is FAR from perfect…. I have hope again. I believe that in some ways, God is redeeming His church… and as a result, I now believe it isn’t so much about institutional church, or house church, or simple church, or organic church…… I just believe that the church needs to BE the CHURCH. I believe that “I” need to BE the church. And whatever happens as a result of that….. so be it. Amen.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Black Friday
Here's an interesting vid someone tossed my way. The last time I watched it (this past Sunday) I "almost" cried. Had I been alone, I might have wept.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Sunday's Coming
Funny, but unfortunately.... this is all too true. Perhaps this will cause some momentary discomfort... and that's ok. The challenge is for us to look at our own current practices... have we drifted?... if so, how, and in what way? A more pointed question to ask is, "Is this really what Jesus had in mind?"
Thursday, August 19, 2010
I Can Be a Real Jackass Sometimes
I really blew it today…. well, I think I learned some lessons so it wasn’t a total loss. I was at Sam’s club earlier today. I went there to pick up a box of scouring pads. The box contains like 496 million scouring pads or something and it’s like 8 bucks. Anyway, so I step into the shortest check-out lane. There were 2 customers (ladies) in front of me. The line was held up a bit. I wasn’t sure why, but soon saw that the cashier had a bunch of cash spread out in piles and was counting it. Apparently the lady at the front of the line gave it to her to pay for her cart of groceries. I could barely discern that she didn’t have enough cash to pay for everything. Immediately I thought, “Oh man. I’d hate to be her right now. I’d be so embarrassed.” I also started to think that it might be nice to just pay for what she owed and be the hero of the moment. Just then, the cashier told her she needed like $35 more. I was like…. I’m almost broke! I’ve got a twenty to last me all week, and that’s it. So I hesitated and waited in line, and pretended not to know what was happening up ahead of me. I then saw the customer at the register start to pull things out of her cart. The first item was a HUGE pack of sausage – chorizo, I think. As soon as I saw that I thought, “Well that’s a luxury item. She didn’t need that anyway.” Then I started to rationalize….. “Maybe God is trying to teach her to pay better attention to her finances, or at least know enough to keep a running total of her expenses while she shopped.” She was a slightly heavier woman, so I thought, “She’s certainly not starving. One less jumbo pack of chorizo sausage isn’t going to kill her.” All the while, the woman at the front of the line continued to pull items out of her cart. Just then…. in the midst of my rationalizing…. judging….. and contemplating whether or not to help this woman with a few bucks, the woman directly in front of me stepped forward and handed the lady at the front of the line some money. The woman looked a little embarrassed and said “she couldn’t.” The woman who gave her the few dollars just said, “Consider it a gift from God,” and that was the end of it. I stood there and felt so happy to see the Body of Christ in action, yet I was so completely ashamed of what a complete jackass I was. The kindly woman in front of me showed MERCY to the woman "in need." What did I show?
Saturday, August 7, 2010
What is church?
What is church? I believe church is the people of God BEING the people of God. The church is the bride of Christ. The church is the body of Christ - of which Christ is the head. The purpose of the body is to be a display of the life that is in Christ. Would you leave a dead finger on your hand?....sure you may try to revive it somehow....but ultimately a dead finger is good for two things....spreading disease and death, and being what it is - garbage. Garbage that should be tossed away - thrown into the fire. As God's people, are we alive? Are we a display of the life that is in Christ? Or are we dead meat rotting?
Are we being renewed? Or are we up to our same old tricks?.... anger…. malice…. gossip (we love this one particularly in the church don’t we? - though we attempt to mask it by calling it "sharing" or better yet - "filtering" through others).... slander.... jealousy..... immodesty.... lust.... greed..... sexual immorality.... witchcraft? Are we lazy?.... Slothful?.... Indifferent that we've made no attempt to get to know our neighbors, co-workers, and classmates in the hope that we might share the love of Christ with them in word AND in deed? When we gather, do we sit and “spectate,” only punctuating the proceedings (as Art Katz would say) now and again with our occasional amens? Are we given to passivity? We will be held accountable for our actions, and our inaction - - and honestly….that terrifies me….and it should. As the late Art Katz once wrote:
I am suggesting a prescription that is totally opposed to passivity. In the conventional situation, we sit inactive, and only punctuate the proceedings now and then by our "amens" or "hallelujahs." In the Body, however, this posture is altogether unacceptable. "When you assemble," Paul says in 1 Corinthians 14:26, "each one has a psalm, has a teaching, has a revelation, has a tongue, has an interpretation." That is how the life of the Body is expressed to the Body. But where are we ever encouraged to "each one having"? Rather, we have been compelled to a passivity, and to looking up to trained men to conduct the service. Furthermore, we are only too willing to pay the cost of it that we might be absolved from the spiritual responsibility of having to share a hymn, a psalm, a tongue, an interpretation, a prophecy, a revelation or a teaching! The Body is therefore emaciated, being inadequately fed. We cannot grow, and we are therefore limp, disjointed and anemic. We are left weakened if this life-giving provision does not come out of, and into, our midst. There can be no excuse to justify our inactivity and passivity. When we come together, we should have prepared ourselves already in the place of prayer, fully expecting that God is going to quicken and bring something through us.
So where are we? Are we living this life in Christ in word AND deed? Are we expressing life in the Body, and as the Body are we expressing life to the world? Or are we dead meat rotting?... camped out in our beautiful buildings equipped with all the latest gadgetry a dying world has to offer. Still think church is a building or a "service" you go to? Still think a Christian is called to "GO" to church - (rather than BE the church)?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
My Utmost Really Isn't Much
I appreciated the reading today in "My Utmost for His Highest" by Oswald Chambers. http://utmost.org/ He mentions how God does not want to teach us something in our trials - He wants us to unlearn something. He also mentions the idea of simplifying our beliefs until our relationship with Him is like that of a child.
I've fretted for a while now about my prayer life - or more accurately, the lack of depth thereof. Over the last year, I've had very few (if any) deep, lasting, and epic prayer "experiences." As someone who has experienced that type of life in The Body in the past, I've felt for a while now that something must be wrong. And perhaps there is something wrong...something that needs attention....perhaps a GREATER sense of devotion.
But last night as I gave thanks for our meal, and this morning as I read Mr. Chambers writings, I think what is happening is an inner simplification. A reducing of my grandiose ideas of what prayer is. A realization that my Utmost really doesn't amount to much. A newfound sensitivity to the simple - so simple that my prayers have amounted to little more this past year than "Thank You Lord"...."I Love You."
Am "I" ok with that kind of simplicity? Am "I" ok that my ideas of prayer and adoration have been reduced to a few pitiful syllables?
I've fretted for a while now about my prayer life - or more accurately, the lack of depth thereof. Over the last year, I've had very few (if any) deep, lasting, and epic prayer "experiences." As someone who has experienced that type of life in The Body in the past, I've felt for a while now that something must be wrong. And perhaps there is something wrong...something that needs attention....perhaps a GREATER sense of devotion.
But last night as I gave thanks for our meal, and this morning as I read Mr. Chambers writings, I think what is happening is an inner simplification. A reducing of my grandiose ideas of what prayer is. A realization that my Utmost really doesn't amount to much. A newfound sensitivity to the simple - so simple that my prayers have amounted to little more this past year than "Thank You Lord"...."I Love You."
Am "I" ok with that kind of simplicity? Am "I" ok that my ideas of prayer and adoration have been reduced to a few pitiful syllables?
Friday, July 2, 2010
Books that Rocked My World
Below are a few of the books that have shaped who I am and how I view the world - or at least, are writings that I ressonate with. You'll see that the Bible is not listed. That's because I do not consider The Bible to be merely a book.
Apostolic Foundations by Art Katz
The Rabbit and the Elephant by Tony and Felicity Dale, and George Barna
The Spirit of Truth by Art Katz and Paul Volk
Pagan Christianity? by Frank Viola and George Barna
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